9/20/2006

FINALLY!! prelims over.. great.. o lvls cuming.. wahhh! nvm.. today was confessions day.. bump onto suk khwan.. den i asked bout de prom prob.. she gave me her views.. hmm.. gotta agree wif her.. slowly.. we started tokin bout our problems.. hahaha.. it was reali a v.great tok.. from sch toktok all de way to mac... haha.. we shared our view on certain things.. n i realised lots of things i didn't know.. haiz.. well.. since pat tried this out.. im gonna try too.. haha.. try wad? put my views on frenships n relationships on blog! yay! *clapclap*

FRIENDSHIPS:- well.. its reali hard to understand oneself.. no1 noes wahts another 1 is tinking.. dats y.. wen u wanna tell sth sum1, u realli have to tink twice.. u will nvr noe wads gonna happen.. betrayed? losing a fren whom u trust so much reali sux.. til now i dun understand y my frenship n XXX jus totally flopped.. i mean its not me hu caused it lor.. n u still tink i dunno wad u did.. bull s***! haiz.. once u gud frens wif sum1.. for a v.long time.. u tend to rely on de person alot.. if u lonely cn freely tok to de person w/o feeling paiseh or wad.. but dis closeness smetimes hurts.. u tend to fight over small matters.. dats wen u start to feel irritated.. haiz.. now i found put about sth which totally make me feel so sad.. i realli cnnt lose her as my fren.. u tried to make me happy.. now its my turn le.. =) haiz..n i realised im being used smehow.. *bang wall* dun tink dat way.. aiyo yo yo.. migrain le.. haha..

RELATIONSHIPS:- relationships? sucks.. made a choice.. de old one comes bak.. memories comes in.. im scared.. wad happens if i 4get de new one n go to de old one? de new one will feel used.. de old one feels hapi.. but me lehz? ppl will tink i fickle-minded la.. bla bla bla.. wth.. haiz.. lyk wad sk say.. frens are much btr den bfs.. me n sk shared our feelings over certain things.. she reali v.poor thing.. hear her stories.. i reali feel lyk crying.. haha.. *control atikah.. control haha*

well.. end of atikah's emotional stories part I.. hahaha.. stay tuned for part II.. haha..
well.. i guess from now on.. i will be quiet.. jus quiet.. to sk: thnx for ur advices.. =) stay crazy hor.. haha =)


a doubtful friend is worse than a certain enemy..
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
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