10/07/2006

decision-making.. worst thing to do.. saying wrong things.. making ppl hurt.. dats it.. i tink i will isolate myself.. i realised im beginning to suck as a person..i dun feel lyk myself.. m i pretending to be happy? i have no idea.. ystd nite.. sat on my bed thinking of wad i have done.. n i realised one thing! im not myself anymore.. sometimes wen u have frens? u tend to think? do dey reali lyk me? or dey pretending to lyk me? PARANOID! dats wad i tink im becoming.. great.. grow up atikah! graduation jus arnd de corner.. o lvls too.. some will miss their sec life.. some can't wait to graduate.. to get a new life n move on.. wad i wan? dunno.. n i dun wan to noe.. cos once i set my mind on sth n i dun get it.. i dun even wan to tink of it.. right now! my mind is jus on my studies.. maybe he is right! studies 1st den evrything else later.. u can still survive alone as long as u hve de brains to.. come to tink of it.. i dunno if he is right.. heck care.. but i still need them arnd me.. who are de THEM? too mani to name.. but u shud noe hu u r.. i dun wanna lose dem.. especialli mr ABC.. hu is mr ABC? u shud noe hu u r.. if not.. ask me lor.. haha.. wadever it is.. I WILL NOT TALK ANYMORE! I WILL NOT COMMENT ANYMORE! cos once u comment.. n it happens to offend dat person.. THATS IT! UR SOO DEAD! so.. im jus gonna shut my damn mouth..
Saturday, October 07, 2006
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