woke up early to make my way down to the cemetery
to visit my late grandmother and great-grandmother
i dont know if im being too emotional or sentimental or whatsoever
while watering and praying for em, felt the saddest point ever in my life
started to get paranoid and thoughts were just emerging one by one
how complicated and difficult life we are experiencing now
once its over, till now no one has a firm answer to what happens later.
cousin came over fuming over his camera being struck by a virus due to my laptop
=P
slowly, started talking and complaining about our own family problems
ranting how disgusting and cruel certain others may be
how in-appreciative these people are
brought back one memory which happened a few years ago,
which will never leave my mother's soul and mind
the sight of my dad hunging his head so low and was almost a moment away from being locked away for something he had never caused
i had to rush off from school, grab documents and cab all the way to chinatown
in time to have my dad back at home
i swear to God!
it was the most demoralised point I have ever felt
=/
not a usual post but. .
hey!
its a blog
you blog about your events, feelings, problems. . life
so. .
yeah =)
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