chang's

2009-03-03T17:57:00.001+08:00

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2009-02-11T11:34:00.001+08:00

off
screwed-er than ever
bye

2009-02-03T15:24:00.000+08:00

moving off

soon

2009-01-29T09:53:00.002+08:00

TRY , TRYING , TRIED

2009-01-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

This year is not gonna be the same

we will miss you, grandfather

2009-01-25T17:33:00.005+08:00

east coast park by the dark morning
with a bunch of non-sensical humans,
both known & the unknown

yishun park by the night hours
owned by a 10 year old in soccer
teamed up with the talented

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2009-01-22T23:14:00.002+08:00

i swear i would if i could but i shouldnt

the first of me , the last of you

Time's skipping & I'm still crawling

One more month

Damn

2009-01-18T23:35:00.003+08:00

screwed up from the morning hour till night
working out after sunsets only destroys one's motivation to work out during sunrise
frank lampard's sensational winning goal sent a wind of emotion both in & off the field
a man trips over a series of wires and sends a laptop flying
a father carries a baby by his shoulders while huffing and puffing

& im still here
just like yesterday . . & the day before . . & the day before yesterday & . . .

2008-12-23T11:47:00.001+08:00

Boy A: *wacks teacher's laps* Teacher WT! Butterfly! BIG! Butterfly!
Teacher WT: Eee-Yup A! I see a big butterfly!
Boy B walks in holding his left elbow, smiling & smirking away
Teacher WT: B! What you covering over there? *opens arms to recieve B*
Boy B: *laughs hysterically* I fall down. Pain *wraps arms around Teacher WanTing*
Teacher WT: Alright then. B, dont remove the plaster. Come on! Grab a book.
Boy A crawls up to Boy B
Boy A: Why got that? *points to plaster*
Boy B: Fall down. Painful leh
Boy A: Take out i want see
Boy B: Dont want. Pain leh
Boy A: Wont pain wan. Take out better
Boy B: *looks at Teacher WT* Pain leh. Take out pain
Boy A jumps about the mat and Boy B laughs with his eyes tight shut
Teacher WT sits behind, laughing in silence before getting up and attending to another todd.

Aunty is bathing the todds one by one
Two Teachers, WT & S are dressing and undressing the todds waiting in queue
Boy C runs in and screams
Boy C: Teacher WT! *points to toilet bowl*
Teacher WT: You wanna Pee Pee? *Holds out arms*
Boy C: Yes! *grabs Teacher WT's shoulder while she pulls his shorts and panties*
Girl D: Teacher WT! *holds up her new set of clothes*
Teacher WT turns and wide-eyedly responded
Teacher WT: You're not dressed yet? Ok! Here We GO! *smiled and slowly put on Girl D's clothes*
Teacher WT: Ok sweetheart! Come on! Grab your bag slowly *ushers Girl D*
Teacher WT remembered something
Turns back with a sharp speed
Saws a pair of blue shorts on the floor
Turns to the toilet bowl. . NO ONE!
Teacher WT: *whispers to herself* Holy Shit!
Teacher WT runs outta the bathing are into the main centre with the shorts
Saw Boy C top covered, bottom? . . .
Teacher WT: *crosses arms* C! *waves shorts*
Boy C: *turns and smiles cheekily* Very cold leh *runs to Teacher WT*

Kids Will Always Be Kids =P

2008-12-18T11:55:00.003+08:00

if only i had & had not

thanks to my good mate

now i know my exams are 2months & 2days away

she was right,

procrastinate longer & you will see the numbers just sliding down further

which is definitely not the goal that ive set for myself after last year or whichever year =/

feel terrified when i see people done with their work, people preparing for their work

while here I am still making up jokes with my brother about almost anything that we bump into =P

HAAAAA! good times. . good times. .

anyway,

what in god's world im gonna end up into if i dont start my work . . .

N-O-W!

*yeah right! =P*

=((((

2008-12-07T22:36:00.002+08:00

finally caught up with stuffs & people after such a long time
. . . it seems . . .
assignments just come & go
im growing horizontally bigger,
vertically? seem to be going nowhere . . .
i wanna reformat the anything but small & light laptop of mine
but base on the icons on my desktop, aint gonna happen either . . .
macdonalds burgerking macdonalds burgerking macdonalds burgerking
GIMME PIZZA! come on come on . . .
i wanna run, its been a long time since i run
tried chasing for the bus a few days ago
3 quick jogging steps, stared at my tummy
"come on! there's more than one bus in this island!
& finally
ice lemon tea with ice just feels. . . AWESOME =P

2008-12-04T20:53:00.002+08:00

Microsoft Word . . . Microsoft Powerpoint . . . Microsoft Word . . . Microsoft Powerpoint . . . Microsoft Word . . . Microsoft Powerpoint . . . Microsoft Word . . . Microsoft Powerpoint . . .

FISHES!
i sure dont see anything else in there!

2008-12-01T23:10:00.003+08:00

back to the WORLD after being COOPED UP for almost 2 weeks

was laughing my heads off with my MUM watching Wildboyz on MTV

my APPETITE has never been BIGGER with BURGERS almost everyday

i havent had a PROPER COOL DRINK for 2 weeks, AAAAAAA!

last night felt TERRIBLE cause CHELSEA f**k-ing lost to ARSENAL

ok time to dive into work
DIVE! not float =/
hopefully. . .

2008-11-20T19:19:00.001+08:00

i will be back
better
hopefully. . .
but with 3holes in my tummy
=P
BUT I WILL BE BACK =)

thank you to everyone
thank you. . . =(

2008-11-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

2 doublecheeseburgers for dinner FINALLY! =P
and a spoonful of stomach-aching laughters at KAP Macdonalds

almost the best night. . .

till I reached home, threw my bag on the bed, sat on the chair & stare at the beautiful things on my table called "ASSIGNMENTS!"
oh screw em! =/

2008-11-09T23:42:00.004+08:00

7 - Seven suddenly seem so Stunning =)

nah

still prefer 8!

One & Only 8 =P

9.30am Monday, 10th November 2008
the first impression is the last impression
all my hard-earned cash, my never-ending perspiration & running from the printer to the scanner to the laptop then back to printer, scanner and laptop 0.o
HERE I GO!
wish myself luck. . the best of luck =/

2008-11-08T14:25:00.003+08:00

as what pat says. . .
its been a bad week
this was the only higlight of the week (so far. . )
=P
THANKS WEIHAN =)

I think the way for me to gear up for school work is to clean up my room
Table was loaded with files, folders, papers and more crapp
Managed to clear up the files and folders on the shelves
& WOW!
tons and tons of secondary school exam papers, notes & many other junks
I couldnt bear to throw em
weird =/ HAAA!
BUT STILL
chucked em into my big blue bin

Its like throwing my secondary school life of hardship, tears & blood away
not sure if there was any blood but there were tears thats for sure =P

its 3.00pm!
BYE

2008-11-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

its the end . . . for a new beginning

GET YOUR HEAD & ASS INTO WORK

2008-11-03T22:29:00.002+08:00

HEAVY head

HEAVY eyes

HEAVY shoulders

HEAVY legs

HEAVY heart

0.O

its only gonna get much HEAVY-er

. . .

ok. back to work

your friends remember me

do you?

2008-11-01T23:27:00.002+08:00

guess not everyone's heart beats all the time
the heart stops for a moment when the mind is ahead first than anything else
"follow your heart"
yeah i know
follow the heart, adapt your mind to it & get yourself disappointed while the others happy
emo-ism is not a trend people!
its a curse =/

went around the central of singapore
i think strolling is meant for the beaches, not shopping centres
you stroll in the shops but not the corridors of the malls
cant believe how many times i have to danced my way in & out of the malls
=P
oh well
=)

something's not right
i skipped dinner last night
and i skipped dinner tonight too
=/

2008-10-31T23:10:00.001+08:00

I scream in to the night for you

Don't make it true

Don't jump

2008-10-28T22:15:00.003+08:00

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here

Don't wanna die alone without you here

Please tell me what we have is real

it was almost one the best days I ever had
it was such a cheerfully, casual day
not till i reached home. .
i guess life is like the planet earth
one half is having warmth & light while the other is experiencing cold & darkness

2008-10-27T18:25:00.001+08:00

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

2008-10-26T17:58:00.002+08:00

woke up early to make my way down to the cemetery
to visit my late grandmother and great-grandmother

i dont know if im being too emotional or sentimental or whatsoever
while watering and praying for em, felt the saddest point ever in my life
started to get paranoid and thoughts were just emerging one by one
how complicated and difficult life we are experiencing now
once its over, till now no one has a firm answer to what happens later.

cousin came over fuming over his camera being struck by a virus due to my laptop
=P
slowly, started talking and complaining about our own family problems
ranting how disgusting and cruel certain others may be
how in-appreciative these people are
brought back one memory which happened a few years ago,
which will never leave my mother's soul and mind
the sight of my dad hunging his head so low and was almost a moment away from being locked away for something he had never caused
i had to rush off from school, grab documents and cab all the way to chinatown
in time to have my dad back at home
i swear to God!
it was the most demoralised point I have ever felt
=/

not a usual post but. .
hey!
its a blog
you blog about your events, feelings, problems. . life
so. .
yeah =)

2008-10-23T22:12:00.003+08:00

that's awesome-ness rolled into a rectangular gadget! =P

unpredictable weather is definitely hitting on almost everyone
feverish feeling's going on and off
eyes gaining more weight after each day
throat hurts bad as if there's some rough construction works happening in there
=//

i wanna get my work done
not just done, but done to the best it can
. . .
words!
HAAA!
those just words!
HAAA!
. . .
d-a-m-n =(

2008-10-21T23:02:00.002+08:00

words just seem so much easier
planning happens to be just as simple
CARRYING OUT is one hell of a mountain to overcome

last pol-ite match tmr
fingers crossed palms together eyes closed
praying for the best outcome

classmates falling ill
fingers crossed palms together eyes closed
praying for the speediest recovery ever

brother's o level period is getting hotter by the minute
with the yelling and rushing all over the house
ensuring his mind and body are just on books and nothing else
which is a total ridiculous thing to me

im just here
fingers crossed palms together eyes closed
hoping and praying
for the best. . .

2008-10-19T23:17:00.003+08:00

First week's been pretty fine
with the new and previous, unbelieveable lectures and lecturers
modules appear tough
assignments are definitely gonna get me in the roller coaster of emotions again
oh yeahhhh!
Pol-ite Floorball competition sure gets me up and moving on my ass
every game just gets more exciting =)
Second week is gonna hit tomorrow
here comes the drafts and pre-planning of assignments
cause as i promised myself, my parents and mates
NEW SEMESTER. . .NEW RESULTS (as in better results =P)

when i lose myself, i think of you

2008-10-12T19:23:00.003+08:00

Its 7.40pm
Holidays coming to a close within a few hours
over-reacting?
kinda cause this holiday season sure is goal-less fun-less & almost money-less
but
thank you mum for the relief-teaching job offer =)
thank you floorball for at least getting my ass & i moving instead of shaking my legs at home =P
thank you dear friends who were willing to give their time to hear me out get me out of the house and just waste transportation fees with me =P
just these 3 thank you(s) =//
whatelse can i say bout the past 2 months?
good days bad days
wonderful news horrible news
awesome people fu*ked up people
sure was hell of a holiday season
school's gonna be rough
now that my results are obviously going south =/
to make it to north, gotta put aside those distractions and churn up more sensible ideas
maybe even do lil sacrifices
i dont know. . .
any change bout life?
one thing's for sure
im not gonna make myself available to satisfy another when im the last one that the certain other is looking for when he/she is in need
seems selfish but its different when the relationship you have with the other is. . different =/
treasure your moments with your surrounding circle
things just happen too quickly and sudden
that sometimes its too late to rewind and readjust the things you wish you wouldnt have done

alright
NP FLOORBALL TEAM! the best of luck=)
ECH 2B02! welcome back =)

2008-10-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

long gone
due to the cut-off-modem due to respect brother's-olevel-preparations
but hey
one simple request with tons of made up excuses managed to get my dad to give the connection till . . 0100hours
=//
so here goes before all connections lost
SELAMAT HARI RAYA to the muslims here there and everywhere
my holidays been nothing but trainings sudoku trainings sudoku trainings. . .sudoku. . .trainings. . .sudoku
counter striking with my brother after school till late nights (thank god it din require internet connection)
along with relief teaching for the kindergarten kids
which i will be resuming on the 2nd oct cause malay teachers applied leave for their celebrations
outings gatherings during the holidays been pretty minimum due to the hectic training schedules
but late dinners with patrick pool with teo gathering at gab's house floorball camp trainings and more trainings. .
sure brought about good times from this stagnant holiday season
caught up with one or two classmates
grumbled bout results, new timetable and things hopefully to-do & not-to-do when the sem arrives
well
thats about it
told you this holiday season was a bore but hope the closing days something fascinating and positive will occur
but again, i better not imagine or think about anything
seems it always happen the total opposite if i do
so i be cut-off again till school starts
or maybe a few days before =)

enjoy

you made a promise
and i dont think you intend to keep it
aint guessing but oh well

2008-09-19T13:30:00.003+08:00

before i prepare for the Floorball Training camp. . .

3days with the K2s was just brilliant!
at least it fulfilled up 72hours of my time
dedicating it to the kids
imparting wisdom!
=)
more of it to come
at least if i suck at learning the techniques, (based on my results =/)
im creating my own techniques and the outcome's been pretty good =)
oh yeah =)

i cant seem to be confident enough
if i cant get the chance for something
another chance for another opens
so, i just seize what i have and get the best outta it. . i guess
still. . =///

im not gonna expect anything
till that day comes, i will make the best outta it

ok! prepare for camp then!
HAHAAAAAA

2008-09-15T18:17:00.002+08:00

too nice. .
too god damn nice. .

make a stand now
eternity!
stick to it

2008-09-14T21:59:00.005+08:00

Fish&Co and my 2 companies were WOOOOOHOOOOOO! HAHAHAHAHA!

Pool was FINALLYYYYYYYY! and teo huei's face looks hilariously weird in this! HAHA!

dont bother requesting

dont bother hoping

dont bother a shit

believe me

2008-09-10T20:56:00.005+08:00

Jet Li
Jean Claude Van Damme

BESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST!

2008-09-07T21:42:00.004+08:00

i saw the line
it has OVER written all over it
i hit my head (a number of times)
i punched my chest (a number of times too)
i felt something which has only happened once in my life (this doesnt happen on a daily basis)
so here i am telling myself
GET OVER IT AND GET YOUR ASS BACK TO EARTH!
(dont ask me what why who or whatever =/ i dont feel so good)

in the mean time
goddddd!
never had swensens for quite a long time
and damn!
pat and i cant finish an earthquake!
haha
i have 150 sudoku puzzles to finish
hit 75 of em
tonight gonna do another 10-15 of em
depends on my eyes brain and fingers
i think sudoku is better than psp
so. . yeah. .
i hope my ex-classmate is doing alright
i guess its indeed vital to make every day count =/

2008-09-06T22:45:00.002+08:00

my mum bbq-ed some fish for dinner
and somehow the fish din turned out the way we wanted it to
and knowing that the block that we live in do house some cats downstairs
my dad decided HEY! WHY NOT GIVE TO THOSE POOR LIL FELLOWS?
and we're like STEADY ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
so we wrapped up the remaning 'burnt' fish with newspaper
my brother and i made our way downstairs
and first thing we did was "so how we find the cat?" O.o
so we went around the whole carpark going "meowmeow! tsktsktsk meowmeow!"
"we look like idiots!"
"well thank god its night! people cant see us!"
"oh yeah. . . .
"meow meow! tsktsktsk meowmeow!"
so we walked round the garbage, searched the bottom of cars and lorries
"OI! THE CAT BESIDE OUT CAR LA DEYYY!"
so my brother opened the newspapers and damn!
cats sure have the ultimate sense of smell
literally followed us wherever we went. . with the fish =P
so we left the cat to his/her fish
and i feel good about it
cause we fed a poor resident of the world =)

you can never escape from the pigment of imagination

2008-09-04T22:54:00.004+08:00

Ananas $2 Nasi Lemak
RailMall's AhMei cafe Roti Prata and Teh Tarik
Vanilla Ice-cream with RootBeer
Sara Lee's Chocolate Cake
all these during dinner time!
DAMN! WHAT MORE CAN A HUMAN BEING ASKED FOR?
HAA HAHA!
except for a more desired and commited mind to. . .
EXERCISEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
=/
"but people live to eat you know!"
yeah i know. .
*looks at tummy*
yeah. . . i know =/

Im going on a Triple Threat Movie-Marathon while I wait for 5/10 to come
which is school reopening(i think) but anyway
Im gonna overcome
1. Lord Of The Rings Trilogy
2. Pirates Of the Carribean
3. Harry Potter (there's 5 of em actually)
4. The Matrix Trilogy
5. Mission Impossible
6. X-Men Trilogy
sure is mission impossible
Was about to include popcorn but i know =/

a cookie jar song?!
i might as well make a song out of roti pratas and curry! =P

2008-09-03T18:14:00.002+08:00

IM LEARNING HOW TO COOK!
proper food by the way
not just scramble eggs or mee goreng. . HAHA
BUT YES! IM COOKING!
oh yay!
finally my holidays are getting useful =)

stepmum?!?!
damn kids!
GRRRRRRR!

budd
im here to listen

atikah
get your ass off bed early
do housework!

2008-08-31T22:13:00.003+08:00

NEVER
find
pursue
expect
hope
long for
recover

different

2008-08-30T22:54:00.004+08:00

Comex Event at Suntec was just another session of "dont push la!" and "that salesgirl's hot!"
. . . at least for the males
for the females?
More of "when are we gonna get the hell outta here?" and "fu*k! why cant they put benches or something?"
30minutes of Suntec 30minutes of RafflesCity 45minutes of CityHall Mrt
HAA! HAHAAAAA
grab a large 7-11 slurpee bought tons of springrolls & fried stuffs(gym next week *crossfingers*)
and there. . .
The Chang Commentators were re-lived
"what kinda cap is that?" "i dont think she's wearing anything inside!" "bitch! i want that shoe!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

and finally
a ya-kun session with the Nurse Lin!
=)
Ignore their Lame-Shit
Be the Top Nurse
Save the Civillians
HAAAA!

2008-08-29T21:54:00.000+08:00

a trip down memory lane & a stomach-filling friday
i wish for the better everyday

2008-08-28T20:02:00.002+08:00

. . sexy. .
!HAA!

nothing much

2008-08-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

*CROAK!*

AWESOME!
=)

2008-08-25T23:04:00.001+08:00

everything revolves around what i had

2008-08-24T20:54:00.002+08:00

*queueing at the Donut Empire shop at Cold Storage, Causeway Point*
*a chinese lady was in front of Daifi*
*it was her turn to order the donuts*
Chinese lady: "I would like to have 6-piece original"
Donut Empire Girl: "Ok!"
Chinese lady: "No toppings please"
Donut Empire Girl: "6 ORIGINAL DONUTS! NO FLOUR!*
Chinese lady: *arent donuts made outta flour?* O.o
Daifi: *i thought donuts are made out of flour too* O.o *Is she gonna get the Donut Empire box with NOTHING?!*
. . . . .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
the Donut Empire Girl meant the flour toppings by the way
haha!
nearly choked in my donut when my brother told me that incident

Olympics Fever has hit the training courts =)
My mum has a new hobby of talking to the fishes if no one is responding to her =P
Im halfway through my sudoku book which is bad cause i need to get a new one soon which means i be approximately 4bucks poorer =(

one more shot. .
is all i need!

2008-08-21T21:34:00.003+08:00

Your tears don't fall-They crash around me-Her conscience calls the guilty to come home

patrick's right!
people turn mute during the holidays
or maybe semi-mute =/
i didnt speak the whole day today!
ok. . maybe just one two. . maybe three words
but wow! SEMI-MUTE =/

OH OH OH! FINALLY! bought my new SUDOKU BOOK!
OH YEAHHHHHHHH!

one week: target to finish it up! =)

2008-08-20T23:12:00.004+08:00

'SCREAM! SCREAM! SCREAM! THE WAY YOU WOULD IF I RAVAGED YOUR MIND!'

floorball tabletennis frisbee volleyball

. . . . .

it was all pure crap from that onwards

. . . . .

stop interfering i shall

2008-08-19T23:36:00.002+08:00

"roll roll roll the joint twist in the ends. light it up and take a puff and pass it to your friends"

till now im trying to schedule out what im gonna do till October 13th
but i got a few thoughts in my head on what i've been planning to do

Head to the Gym thrice a week
Morning or Evening Runs around ChoaChuKang (i really wanna be fit =/)
Find something or somehow to get some bucks into my wallet on my own
Reciprocate certain stuffs which Ive been wanting to reciprocate with (PATRICK! YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN =P)
still thinking. . and forgetting

Now thats just the good, not-happening yet goals
for now
im gonna watch Titanic and Pearl Harbor movies
yeah you seeing right. . =/
i think i need a new hobby. . bad =//

2008-08-16T22:57:00.002+08:00

I will lead my colourful soldiers to a dull war
HERE WE GO!

after that phone call
i knew i wont have a shot again

2008-08-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

Singapore needs to build more areas of study for its citizens
I need to build more time for my studies
confidence. . .confidence. . .confidence. . .
=)

Something's terribly wrong
for the past few days, the D-Word keeps bubbling in my conversations
I fear. . .I really fear
=/

Your little laughs are enough to make me realised that it was something
But not enough to make wake up and accept the fact that the something is gone
=(

2008-08-09T23:35:00.003+08:00

the next AGE of life
hoping for a NEW or BETTER route to a more IMPROVED LIFE
a BIG THANK YOU for the wishes
very MUCH APPRECIATED and only God knows how much I LOVE YOU guys
=)

as for now
ITBD - DLE - FM( again =/ dont ask me why =/ )

i tear-ed when i woke up this morning
something just banged my head about the whole idea of
'make-every-moment-with-your-loved-ones-memorable-because-you-will-never-know'
but guess that BANG thing was right

anyway
i wished for the impossible
but something/someone keeps telling me
nothing is impossible
but DAMN =/

remember. .whatever. . it seems like forever ago

2008-08-08T23:31:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU to CELESTINE VIVIEN PATRICK MINLI & STELLA
=)

2008-08-06T23:29:00.002+08:00

CONFIDENCE!
says coach sara
and damn he's right
just slit a lil confidence in everything you do, brings about positive result
thats what happened today
my fingers are all sore-ed up due to the constant colouring outlining colouring outlining
i seriously thought i couldnt finish it up
but HEY!
confidence and there i went colouring non-stop
but oh well. . tons more to do =/
. . .
wonder everyday if you're gonna be there when it comes
AHH! SCREW EM!
says colin mochirie
so! fine i shall screw that wish of mine
besides whats the point
you promised something before
but never happened so. .
AHH! SCREW IT!
. . .
I was in the bus heading home, with my fingers stretched out
then i realised something
ITBD PAPER IS NEXT FRIDAY!
TODAY IS WEDNESDAY!
AND IVE GOT 327PAGES OF my wonderful GONZALEZ WORDS TO COVER
this is just. . AWESOME =/

2008-08-03T02:08:00.004+08:00

*A & V running to the school library to grab a storybook for speech*
*A & V climbing the stairs*
*3 gentlemen in front of A & V crawling up the stairs one step at a time*
*3 gentlemen walking in a formation of the 'Great Wall of China' no soul was able to past through em*
*A gave a 'What the Hell!' look to V*
V: These are the ones who are gonna defend our country! Whats gonna happen to our country la?"
A: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

*A and family having dinner at Downtown East restraurant*
mum: Eh! I want the white white sauce!
dad: Mayonnaise ar?
mum: oh ya! mayonnaise!
dad: Call the waitress ar!
*A's mum gestured for the waitress but none responded or took notice*
mum: *waves hands frantically* EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME EXCUSE MEEEEE!
*A & brother gave a small laugh*
* a waitress came*
waitress: yes ma'am?
mum: eh! what i want ar? coleslaw is it?
dad: ALAMAK! see la! act so confident!
*A & brother burst out laughing so hard!*

2008-07-31T19:26:00.005+08:00

->in the school library
shivering. . .
well cause i didnt brought along my sweater
->in the school library
thinking. . .
well now that the lecturer has told us how to do the assignment, everyone's fingers and brains are on the move
->in the school library
walking up and down. . .
well cause my breakfast was a cup of tea and my lunch was 3 packets of biscuits and i am praying for a wonderful dinner
->in the school library
hoping. . .
well i dont wanna talk about it but i shall keep hoping for a glimpse as that will be enough

2008-07-29T22:46:00.002+08:00

Russell Peters & Ellen Degeneres
COMEDIAN GENIUSES indeed
=)

ok! time to GET START ON WORK
=/

WEAKNESSES & STRENGTHS form One's life
but it DESTROYS another
=(

2008-07-28T23:56:00.001+08:00

*rubs palms together*
TEO HUEI! PATRICK! MAURICE!
=P

2008-07-27T12:39:00.003+08:00

PINK IS THE NEW BLACK
PINK! is the new BLACK!
=)

I need time FOR-FROM-TO everything
The Mug-All-You-Can period has begun
LEND-ME-YOUR-NOTES line is repeatedly mentioned
I-FELL-ASLEEP in lectures and tutorials are the damn excuses =/
but HEY! LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF THINGS right?
HAHAHAAAA!
but i've never seen the bright side. . been in the dark for far too long indeed

Here are the numbers: 5/8 15/8 & 18/8

2008-07-21T00:10:00.001+08:00

HECTIC!
ITS GETTING HECTIC by the second
HERE WE GO HERE WE GO! ! !

dont do it if you dont mean it
seriously
i did you did we did
and i know you din want it to =/

2008-07-17T23:37:00.003+08:00

the week is coming to an end with the weekends just a day away
FINISHED! is what im gonna feel after this week
cause DAMN!
the work just keep coming =/
2 presentations completed
but tons more ahead =/
not to mention

5th AUGUST 2008 will definitely be NOT the day i be looking forward to!
chapters 5 to 13! FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT!
a possible ZERO for class participation is pretty hell enough for me =/

i need sleep
i need S-L-E-E-P
just gimme one day of that
i be ready =)

as for now
a big happy birthday YANSHAN & DARYLL! =)
and
a big HELLO to PILLOW BLANKET & BOLSTERS! =)
for tomorrow morning i be up to do ITBD reflection =/

people just have the immature side of em
dont they?
or dont i? =/

2008-07-16T19:11:00.003+08:00

im doing okay. just playing my usual stuffs.
how are you?
damn i wish it would be like that

3hrs of sleep each day since monday
here I go
today's presentation was SCREWED
i foresee SCREWED as a description of the coming days
based on how i am right now

turn every corner
hoping

2008-07-13T00:39:00.002+08:00

MOTIVATED TO:

work harder
study smarter
play tougher

Gotta get things moving and started
indeed. . .

Financial Management 5th AUGUST
Infant and Toddler Behaviour 15th August
Designing Learning Environment 18th August

T-R-O-U-B-L-E =/

2008-07-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

restless and senseless

2008-07-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

trouble
yesterday today tomorrow
im always in trouble
=/

i really wanna know
WHAT DO DREAMS MEAN?
=/

2008-07-06T14:54:00.008+08:00

Weekends were energy-sucking and sleep-absorbing
Weekends are supposed to be a time to wind-down and just wake up when you cant sleep no more, which in my context is around 12pm? 1pm?
but not this weekend =/
7.00 am for both days =/
I feel sad and. . . FATT!
measured my weight last night and HOLY MATRIMONY!
i went OH CRAPPP!
i need to put a halt to doublecheese-on-the-go for awhile =/
NO GOOD NO GOOD
Hort Park was Amazing!
Such a fun-filled playground and based on WeiHan's expression there. . .
even the young adults cant resist just going "AHHH! SO FUN!" =)

it was Vivocity with Patrick after HortPark and WOOOOOHOOOOOO!

Its really beneficial to have friends that work in all kinds of job industry

For example. . . Starbucks? =P
cause you will never know when you meet one and get bonus from em

Night was followed by Plaza Singapura with an attempt to shop for some stuff
but as usual, i walked out empty-handed
instead went grocery-shopping till mignight
insane indeed! =/

Sunday was an attempt to breakfast with MY BEST FRIEND =P
but due to expected circumstances. . . ANOTHER DAY BEST FRIEND? =)

behind every dark cloud, there's a silver lining
breakfast at the backseat of Bus61 with Budd was another cracker to the day =)

training was usual but short =/ and i feel sad bout that =(

for now. .
i just wanna say
I HATE MUSIC AND MOVEMENTS!

2008-07-04T22:25:00.002+08:00

Geylang - A Site for Sore Eyes
but you gotta love the FOOD & DURIANS
PATRICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P

2008-07-02T19:07:00.002+08:00

ASHILAH! HERE'S ALIL SOMETHING SOMETHING FOR YOU!
. . . . . . . . . . . . . .
ANGELINA JOLIE KISSES MY SOCKS OFF!
HOLY CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!
AND AND. . .
GET RID OR YOUR MALAY VOCABULARY AND STICK TO ENGLISH man!
SERIOUSLY! YOU'RE SLIMMER AND SEXIER NOW!
HAAAAAAA!

anyway
mornings aint working for me anymore
i fear it
i cant seem to push myself outta bed to head to school attachments =/
D-O-O-M-ed! =/
done with philip's tutorial
off to west mall with ashilah to catch WANTED
the only main word from the whole script i think is F*CK!
damn! its good its brilliant but well. . . nothing beats ANGELINA so. . .
4/5 for this movie (for me =P)

this made my day
boy: *walks slowly into cheers dying for a drink after a haircut*
man: "eh boy! cannot see sign ar? under renovation!"
boy: *stones for a moment*
. . . moments passed. . .
man and many other men in cheers: *stares at boy looking for a response*
boy: "oh. ." *twist his face in total blurness* "oh..ok" *walks away with greater thirst*
HAHAHAHAHA!
the funny part cause the boy happens to be my brother!
HAAA!
GOSH!
i think people reveal their confused and unaware states when they are alone
cause. . i do that sometimes. . . when im alone =/

2008-07-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

when you realise a change in someone, do you realise a change in you too?
when you know one's weakness and vulnerability, do you take advantage?
=/

18 spots!
Here We Go! Here We Go!
=)

2008-06-30T22:29:00.007+08:00

left: before right: after

now i know why my mum loves the house clean! extra. . . clean =/

tomorrow sure is a big day for the NP floorball girls
hope it leads the team to something spectacular =)

you know how it feels like when you're being tight-down and dont have a chance to speak your stand?
gosh! that hurts. . . alot =(

a NERD patrick?
right. . .
IM IN! =)
lets mug together! =)

2008-06-28T01:29:00.002+08:00

ITS NICE TO HAVE SOMEONE THAT YOU KNOW WILL BE THERE FOR YOU maybe i need that cause I LOST ONE

2008-06-27T23:30:00.003+08:00

a glimpse will do

i wanna:

re-pack re-arrange re-do re-live re-peat re-member
re-EVERYTHING
i wanna be A NOOB!
yeah you heard me
A NOOB!
YES PATRICK! A NOOB!
okay maybe another term to replace that will be better
because NOOB sounds alil rude =/
but it doesnt matter
as for now
RE-PACK & RE-ARRANGE. . . study table
then
RE-PACK & RE-ARRANGE. . . school bags books notes
then
well lets just say
action speaks louder than words
so get the study table over and done with first! hopefully =/

2008-06-25T21:45:00.003+08:00

"Academic Writing
Financial Management
Mathematics For Young Children
Designing Learning Environments"
. . .
"Academic Writing
Financial Management
Mathematics For Young Children
Designing Learning Environments"
. . .
"Academic Writing
Financial Management
Mathematics For Young Children
Designing Learning Environments"
. . .

I dont see "SLEEP-ing TV-ing PLAY-ing" anywhere =/
do you?
OH MAN. . . =(

be easy? that's easy
remain easy? aint easy =/

2008-06-24T23:47:00.003+08:00

fear the change
but adapt I must;
once your punching bag
once your bucket of lil & big tears
once yours;
the system mode of attaching myself to my laptop
throughout the night with the ferocious
known as -IGNMENTS with a big ASS- as his first name HAS BEGUN;
i was at attachment yesterday
and we, the teachers, brought the kids out for a walk around the mini estate
the kids held hands laughed screamed jumped ran and many other amusing actions
wich made the walk so fun
it was bathing time and it was pretty hectic and wet?
having kids who are both scared and in love with water
dressing them up was the funny part
kids will just agree with you on almost anything
even if you happen to put on for them the wrong clothes
they'll just skip past you and continue on with their lives
while another kid might be poorly stranded with no clothes?
HAHA!
i just returned home from training
smomehow i felt so happy to see my brother
worst was i saw him studying
cause usually i will catch him head-banging with his ear-pieces on
HAHA!
but its nice to see him cause now school has reopened
will only see him after 7pm & the next morn when he wakes me up before he heads to school
HAHA!
im just commentless and fearful cause the half of 2008 is coming to an end
WOW! indeed. . . .

2008-06-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

"the stars in the night-they lend me their light-to bring me closer to heaven with you"
what great lyrics

2008-06-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

ok here's something rather unusual yet amazing
the man in red & black is my dad
the man in the white & grey is an. . . unknown man
here's what got me going HUH?
so there my dad was looking through the handphones' display
deciding what phone he wanted to get [chose the SAMSUNG I780, due to the Navigator feature] anyway =)
since my dad had to kinda press his glasses against the glass panel to view em
moments late, strolled in was this unknown man who seemed in need of a handphone like on the spot =/
he had a pen and the starhub brochure and trust me
the brochure looked like my Sec4 O level Chemistry Mindmap!
HAHAAAA!
i dont know bout you guys. . . but that was alil funny and interesting! HAHA
anyway
so my dad called me to look at this particular phone
so we stretched our necks and looked at the phone
so our heads position were like close
outta nowhr was this sudden inhale of breath near my right ear
AND BANG!
that unknown man's head was there. . . like 2cm away from my sife-face
OK! might be difficult to imagine
but the ending position was 3 of our heads were close to each other looking at a similar direction
yeah. . .
so i just pulled back and there was my dad's head and his head like close together
0.o
not just it
everywhere my dad goes, he was always beside him! whether is it kneeling squatting bending standing
YEAH! beside my dad!
kinda odd but oh well. . . nothing happened! =P

Breathe From Me
Possesion Taking Over

2008-06-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

HERE ARE TODAY'S FUNNIEST CONVERSATIONS
trust me. . . when i think of it, it makes me go "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"

*walking down from school library*
*atikah made a funny comment on sherlene*
sherlene: "you!!!" *plants herself in front of me*
atikah: "ouch!" *protects the bottom area*
*sherlene and syaz laughs*
syaz: dont worry! its not like as if she got a needle poking from behind or sth! haha!
*sherlene and atikah pauses & looks at syaz with widened eyes*
sherlene and atikah: SYAZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
*all breaks into hard laughter*

*in the car heading home after a heavy dinner at Al-Azhar*
*listening to 987fm TOP20*
*Mariah Carey's 'TOUCH MY BODY' plays through the speakers*
mum: "she ar! her breasts ar. . . wah lao!"
dad: "she inject wan wad!"
mum: "no la! silicon!"
*"TOUCH MY BODY!" sings Mariah*
mum: "TOUCH MY STOMACH LAAAA!"
*all breaks into hard laughter*

2008-06-19T20:58:00.001+08:00

su-do-ku BABYYY!
ASSIGNMENTS: "OI! me NOT sudoku!"
ME: "ohh man. . . *looks down with disappointment*"

2008-06-18T23:32:00.003+08:00

gotta love these lil fellows
*taps tummy*
yup gotta love em! =P

repeat
repeating
repeated
oh my PFFT!
history has an indeed freaky way of repeating itself
i hope it aint true =/

2008-06-17T23:11:00.001+08:00

the PRATA-MAN
talented amazing & hilarious
OH! LOVE THE PRATA-MAN
i meant. . . the PRATAS he make
yeah =P

i need to be faster smarter. . taller =/

2008-06-15T23:18:00.002+08:00

Training-IT Show with Patrick-Home-KFC for Happy Father's Day-Xbox- ? ? ? ?

i need a life
noob life? cool life?
i dont know
what i know
i need a life
maybe i should seriously take up knitting eh Pat?
HAHA!
HI-CLUB in Year3 maybe?
what you think Pat?
HAHA!

2008-06-14T22:30:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY. . .
PATRICK (12/6) & ASHILAH (13/6)

Arcades just getting smaller and less interesting =/
but. . .
maurice and me OWN-ed this game!
=P

IT SHOW
the place where citizens. . .
rub dirt off your shoulder
twist your arms left right up down
grab your ass

see the lil green square-shaped objects?
8GB 98BUCKS
*rubs palms together* =P

incidental snap
pretty good snap though =)
50% OFF-SALE 50% OFF-SALE 50% OFF-SALE
singapore citizens gone bonkers by grabbing what they see
that's marked 50% OFF-SALE

2008-06-11T21:24:00.002+08:00

there's something bothering me
ok maybe someone
this certain someone is just unbelievably difficult to manage
ok lets just call this certain someone 'X'
so anyway
this X has been an ass
first X has done tons of negative lil positive stuff in X's life
after being here in God's green earth for more than 10years now
X's family? well just like any ordinary family
supportive loving naggy and all that
but X just dont seem to able to repay em in the best ways possible
X's mum is truly one charming woman who is willing to put aside her life to do whats best for X
X's dad? well he is the only man who is the 99% replication of X
right down to the the way they speak react to situations attitude; almost everything
X has a sibling who loves X so much and seemed inseparable at times; protective indeed
X has wonderful wonderul friends
seriously
dont even get me started on X's social people
probably gonna take years to let you know just how lucky X is to have em
X's love life? complicated its not really the accurate work to describe this aspect of X
cause X made it complicated when it seemed pretty simple and laid down
but lets just say X's standards and expectations are beyond X's wildest dreams
X's academics has been one devastating ride
from primary secondary poly
its been shit and who's fault is it? mostly X
reasons are totally unacceptable
so whats troubling me about X
well
X is not in X's mind lately
distractions wierd imaginations freaky dreams lack of sleep massvie appetite
doesnt give a bone about X's surroundings whether is the people the studies
so if u happen to bump onto X
do me a favour
WHACK X and tell X maybe whisper will be a better way to approach it =P
"hey! wake up!"
and smile
cause i heard X is a nice person, just the mood swings and all that get the better of X
so not too worry =)

2008-06-09T00:59:00.011+08:00

*walks up the stairs home*
"almost there baby! almost there!"
*opens house gate and door*
"OH. . MY. . GOD"
*chucks bags of stuff aside*
"HOME SWEET HOME BABY YEAHHHH!"

so after 3 days of Malaysia
Kuala Lumpur - Singapore (Attachment) - Johor Bahru
feeling a little road-lagged and cash-lagged
the trip was pretty amazing cash-gobbling stomach-filling
HELL YEAHH!

For Today
Attachment was somewhat noisy due to the new kids coming in
"stranger anxiety. . ." she says
right
done with attachment, family pick-up and off to Johor Bahru
Did quite a number of shopping today

Kuala Lumpur
7th-8th June '08

I dislike Coach Rides because it brings out the non-stop eating outta you
especially when you have Famous Amos Cookies & Dunkin Donuts with you
HAHA

There used to be this A&W outlet at TenMileJunction
but now its demolised
so were the rest of em that used to be all round in Singapore?
and god
i miss the float the rings the coney dogs
after getting a taste of em
HO HO HOOOOOO

The main event of the trip was spectacular and alittle overwhelming
right from the invitation cards to the decorations the pens the tissue papers
written were the two main names during the event
it was all over =/
pretty massive to decorate your wedding venue that way that's for sure
i dont know bout you
but my mum and I went "WOW!"
the theme was 'red & white" so i certainly felt the whole 9th August sensation
=P
but anyway
good food good people good atmosphere
good wedding =)

just alil snap of what we could see when we were walking back to the hotel
after the wedding
all drunk and full
=P

yeah
i kinda tried with my brother in the hotel room
the whole "i-jump-and-you-snap" phototaking thing
at least the process was there i guess?
HAHAHA!
Thanks Brother =P

Return trip was once again. . .
Famous Amos Cookies and Dunkin Donuts consuming again
HAHA!
To sum it up, the trip was just. . .
HELL-A FANTASTIC

and SHILING i've got the GUMS yo! =P

2008-06-06T22:27:00.003+08:00

the funny faces *just some of em =/ we have 10 people yo! =P *

which pulled through together through thick and thin

through the piles of workload the bitchy-ness of lecturers

through the morning attachments the late and zero attendaces of classes

through the constant question after every lecture and tutorial
"EH! WHERE YOU ALL WANNA EAT AR?"

and this is just the end YEAR 2 TERM 1

wonder whats up next?! =P

off tmr morning

back sunday. . . afternoon? night?
without the psp is gonna irk me out thats for sure =/

2008-06-05T22:49:00.002+08:00

one last little fellow to settle by 2pm tomorrow
and i will feel lighter after 2pm tmr
*rubs palms together* CANT WAIT!
leaving for over-the-sea country on saturday
not looking forward to it
cause i aint a fan of it so. . .
but i'll try get the gums over? chewy bubble ones? =/
no promises for you =/
i love DLE tutorials
possibilty of early release is so much higher than any other tutorials or lectures =)
din expect the call and it spoiled my day
due to a very rude and thinks-im-the-king-of-the-world idiot
you're an ass for responding to a senior like that
on top of that, he is my best friend
what a big-ego head ass or. . BIG FARK as he says =P
seriously FBT WHITE SHORTS SPORT SHOES STREET SOCCER?!
no offense but cant help it =/
O.o
sense of respect for someone you dont know leaves a huge impression
get a grip lil ones seriously!
my eyes geting heavy
power nap? A-G-A-I-N =P
and i cant seem to hear my phone alarm the past few days
despite it being set on the highest volume with the loudest tone i can find in my phone?
my brother has been doing the constant nudging asking to get my ass up around 8 in the morning
worst is the school holidays for him and no idea why he is up so early
not for him my assignments would have been S-C-R-E-W-E-D
THANKS BRO-THER! =P
and
24.5 and F are two big news for today!
and im tired
and when i see you, my legs went earthquake-ing =/
what-the-hellllllllllll =P

2008-06-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

today was terrible
alarm rang at 6.00am woke up at 8.20am
B-R-I-L-L-I-A-N-T
thank you KAMILAH for your wake-up text =)
here's the best part
as i raised myself up, i turned my right leg and BAM!
i screamed in pain only to realise i've somehow twisted/sprained my leg muscles. . .
really bad
trust me
i was grabbing my right leg so hard that i was totally awake and not half-asleep or anything
next up printer screwed up at the time where i wanna help my friends
thats just A-W-E-S-O-M-E
not just that laptop's gone bonkers with additional outta-nowhere folders appearing
laptop cant seem to read thumbdrives; mine and others'
and a bitch who thinks she is in control of just about anything and everything
there I was all freaked out bout my laptop
there you are disturbing with your total can-bang-the-wall questions
she: lol
she: go and die la
she: bitch!
me: takes one to know one =P
on top of that people just dont have that sense of consideration or brain sense
for pete's sakes!
one whole group with ur asses sitting so far out from the table
causing this mini maze that people have to go through just to get to the other tables
and the fact that we politely said "excuse me", try not to respond with the "WTF! CANNOT GO SOMEWHERE ELSE MEHZ?" face alright?
seriously. . . . .
call me an ass or monkey
i literally crawled under the tables to get the hell outta there
respond?
girl: haha! she so funny see! *nudges boyfriend*
boy: SIAO!
me: yeah! SIAO!
boy: ASSHOLE!
me: *raises eyebrows* OH! *walks away with repeated curses under breath*
went to causeway point for dinner
and seriously. . .
seeing the 3 letter words!
G-S-S causes my fingers going non-stop flipping through clothes and stuff
dad: anything you wanna buy, grab now! today only!
my mother brother and I : 0.o *runs and grab clothes*

so honestly. . .
bad day because I can picture the lecturer going "WHERE IS YOUR ASSIGNMENT?!"
=/
and i cant focus because im just exhausted
i need the SIM LIBRARY!
PATRICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P

2008-06-03T22:10:00.002+08:00

~~DLE~~ *assignment 2 coming =/*
FP *almost =)*
ITBD *halfway =P*
MAYC *not started =(*
AW *not doing =/*

not looking forward to malaysia
mum: "actually ar. . . why go malaysia need bring psp?"
me and brother: *looks at each other*
mum: "eh! i think no need bring la! the bus got tv! got so many movies"
me and brother: *still look at each other but with fingers crossed*
mum: i think no need bring psp la! dont bring!
me and brother: *curses under breath* WTF!
=(

2008-06-02T20:21:00.005+08:00

its the first week of JUNE!
im kinda freaked out cause half a year has just gone like
*snap fingers*
and i dont think any of my YEAR2008 resolutions have been achieved or anything =/
next thing i know its christmas and then. . .
HAPPY NEW YEAR! ! !
-.-
stupid? yeah. . . sure is especially when you kinda wasted the first 6 months of the year
lotsa memories i must say. . . both good bad awesome terrible ones =/

anyway
1st JUNE and. . .

brother got this 73YUSOF ISHAK'S mini crumpler
*cracks knuckles*

BLACKBURN ROVERS home & away jerseys!
its just. . . PERFECT!
one cost me 83YUSOF ISHAK'S!

so i walked away from the shop with just photos of em =/

and now. . .
*deep breaths*
1. . . . 2. . . . 3. . . .
DESIGNING LEARNING ENVIRONMENT

FIELD PRACTICUM

INFANT TODDLER BEHAVIOURAL DEVELOPMENT
HERE I COME!

2008-06-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

OCCUPIED
mind AND heart

2008-05-31T23:20:00.003+08:00

just DLE on a saturday
when I planned it to be DLE FP and ITBD
but nope
today was just DLE
and it was pain in my ass and. . . weihan's ass? =P
to get pass thru 2 hrs just to get half of our re-do floorplan
dinner was definitely stomach-filling and memory-filling
started to bring up the moments of unhappiness between our 13-16 years of life
(ok. . .im not sure if it sounds right! but what i meant was between our secondary school life =P)
but anyway
the dinner sure got my mind thinking and reflecting to a point where i feel
my life is totally different
i mean seriously. . .
its totally different cause. . .
oh! PAT YOU KNOW I KNOW and THEY SHOULDNT KNOW huh? =/
anyway enough of reflection
and speaking of reflection. . .
gotta shun away from this lil distractions that could cause a huge set back =(
for now
SHILING I KNOW YOU GONNA HATE ME FOR DOING THIS =P
but. . . im gonna take a power nap
im trying to prevent my eyes from blinking cause everytime i do
i dont feel like opening my eyes at all and just ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ =/

i hate people who blame others for their decision that was made by their ownself
WELL SAID MY NOOB BEST FRIEND! =P

2008-05-30T23:58:00.001+08:00

"i still like you"
wrote ____

2008-05-29T23:01:00.002+08:00

my best friend is turning into a noob who's hobby is studying
and im slowly influenced into becoming one
and i think its fascinating
HAA!

everything in my mind just came to a hault
when i was with you
i guess it meant something =/

2008-05-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

Me: *picks up phone" KRING! KRING! TAQIF!
Taqif: " *picks up his BEN10 toy phone* HELLO! *chuckles loudly*
Me: What you're doing there Taqif?
Taqif: Im drawing Power Ranger! HEH HEH
Me: Power Ranger? Can I draw too? *gives a wide smile*
Taqif: YES! YES! *throws the BEN10 toy phone* Kakak Atikah! Draw with me! *explodes into laughter*
he is one of the few reasons why im inspired to learn early childhood education further
and with that, more conversations to be transcribed and analysed! =//

i dozed off in the bus to the station
i dozed off in the train to the destination
i dozed off in the bus to my home
and now. . .
*puts thumb and forefinger between eyes and stretch eyes*
THATS NOT GONNA HAPPEN!
GGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

2008-05-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

source of ENTERTAINMENT

source of FULFILLMENT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
LIFE'S just G-R-E-A-T-LY S-C-R-E-W-E-D
why?

possibility of flunging a module is growing higher =/
a bunch of non-sensible kids smoking in the toilet in a cubicle
the stench was just I-NEED-GET-THE-HELL-OUTTA-HERE-NOW!
ILENA couldnt bear it and left me in the ladies thinking she was still in there
HAHA! THANKS ar! =PPP
assignments are due next week and yet again. . .
the LAST-MINUTE me is revealing itself cause im still going HUH? when approached bout some of the work
i would only start working when its like a night before or the morning of the deadline day or something =/
well. . .

TIME'S UP!
FIELD PRACTICUM is reaching for me
and im dieing to reach for a. . . CHEESECAKE! ! ! ! ! ( Philip and his Starbucks Stories =P )

2008-05-26T23:27:00.002+08:00

GOOD LUCK to me to you to them

i shall conduct my POWER 10-MINUTES NAP now
then shall i continue browsing -.- through FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT

An Interesting Conversation in a HairSalon not too many days ago. . .
Young Female Hairdressor: So old are you?
Me: OH! 17! *smiles*
Young Female Hairdressor: *hops back a little* 17?
Me: Errr. . . Yeah.. *raises eyebrows*
Young Female Hairdressor: So where are you from?
Me: Errr. . . *thinking of answering Singapore but sounds too stupid* Poly?
Young Female Hairdressor: *amazed* OH! Where is Poly?
Me: Err. . . Ngee Ann
Young Female Hairdressor: *more amazed* OH! Izit near Singapore?
Me: Err. . . Yeah. . . *closes eyes*

2008-05-25T12:30:00.004+08:00

[10.00pm ++ ]

[7.30pm ++]

[2.30am ++]

[3.00am ++]

thats FLOORBALL ORIENTATION '08 CAMP =)

and now. . . .
EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATION =(
1.00pm - ????? =/

2008-05-23T00:15:00.002+08:00

just the floorball camp to get over and done with
then. . . shall i start firing my bullets into financial management =)
till then. . .
im feeling stretched, in fact, very. . . stretched. . .
both body and mind =/

im willing to give you what you want
its cool
im fine both ways
you know me =)

2008-05-21T13:25:00.003+08:00

dad had me fool saying its strawberry
but based on the colour of that
second thoughts seriously
so i opened and sipped a lil
=/
"HAA! its from china from your aunt for you!"
and i knew it from the beggining that it aint strawberry! =(
guess my aunt is still determined to do whatever it takes to see me improve. . .
vertically! =///
oh man. . .

Vithyah spotted it and Weihan snapped this

and Atikah nearly fainted due to it
in case it aint clear enough
its a lizard. . . a DEAD DISGUSTING NO-IDEA-HOW-LONG-IT-HAS-BEEN-STUCKED-THERE lizard!
i have no idea how it became that kinda colour with its padded feet still sticking onto the wall
and the probably insane nothing-better-to-do people who managed to get a pen and drew the square arnd the poor lil fellow and wrote R.I.P =//

its been a week
and trust me
its been tough
very. . . tough =/

2008-05-18T22:30:00.003+08:00

i make secret wishes
that whenever the phone rings or vibrates
i wish that its you
but so far. . .
=(
just lemme know how you are and i'll be fine

week 6 - E LEARNING & FLOORBALL & more floorball =P
oh my burgersssss!
it aint gonna be easy
but im gonna get through it
oh yeah
3 hrs of Stomach-Aching Training (HAJAR! KENDARAT 101 WAS THE BOMB! =PP) , Hilarious Lunch & a Present for Budd
Sunday wasnt that boring but aint productive
cause i cant seem to get the mugging blood going =/
S-C-R-E-W-E-D =/

2008-05-17T17:35:00.002+08:00

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out'
cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
would just kill me if I'm on my own
Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
one more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me backbut I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then when we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chillsthe way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back

But you did

TIME TO START THE MUGGING & EXERCISING
FAILING NO MORE! FATS NO MORE!
oh yeah! hahahahahahaaaaaaaa!

2008-05-16T09:25:00.002+08:00

"no one's perfect"
"in every good there's evil"
"in every evil there's good"
I KNEW THAT from the very beginning

i need training everyday sunday
hahaa
i need to mug every saturday and sunday afternoons
hahaa

these are the best distractions
while i get over. . . the fact that I was right from the very beginning